User blog comment:*mynameischrome*/Trust/@comment-27178869-20150118004635/@comment-27178869-20150118011236

You apologized before, that doesn't really help or explain anything.

I know what OCD is, I guess you can say my motor tics are kinda like it. I have an irrational fear that I'm always being judged negatively and when this happens I get uncomfortable and my head involuntarily twitches very noticeably (repetitive behavior). People think I'm weird, it's untreated which is why I tried killing myself before but anyways, the two main components are irrational fears and repetitive behavior. I didn't know trying to shut down the wiki was repetitive behavior.