User blog:Destroyer334545/autism

Okay, I have made a very controversial comment regarding "Awsome Austin" and I called it "Autistic Austin"

I would like to apologize for the comment, but I need to talk about me

I am autistic. I really really don't want to be autistic but I am stuck with it, I am self-aware of it. It feels awful, lets put it to you this way: it feels like my brain has a device on it, one that kills any chance of success, one that kills my speech, one that kills everyone's opinion of me, one that kills my brain and how smart I am, it is fucking horrible.

I have serioulsy had experiences in trying to kill myself to rid my autism, but I know that won't work

I like to make fun of and put down other, more severe autistic people. In a way it makes me feel like I am not autistic, which is all I want to be.

Please everyone, stop being a PC Principal and just understand my shitty life, I really need to die soon.