User blog:Omgitskittykatty/Sahngsz

I'll put some songs here. My songs.

The Pill
''Woah. Hooked on the pill.''

''Woah. Wait, what's this?''

Throughout the song, an echoing voice saying Do try, do try is heard.

[Verse 1]

Found the shit on my porch one night...

Fuckin' ding-dong ditch

Or whatever.

A little baggie with two blue

C apsules.

And a stupid note...

With two words…

''Do try. ''

I figured it was some...

Shitty prank from my experimental friends from down the street.

''Woah. ''

We’ve tried nearly every reasonable drug there is,

Tryin' to get the most psychedelic trips,

Maintain the best highs...

[Chorus]

<span style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">And I was thinkin' and sinkin', no light

<span style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Couldn't open my eyes...

<span style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Do try.

<span style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">[Verse 2] DMT, E,Acid, some experimental shitThis dude sold me for wayToo much. Shit fucked me upI trippedI was dust floatin' down from the ceilin'.Lasted likeEight hours.Anyway, the pills...Had like an orange 17 on 'em.Looked them up online,And couldn’t find anythin'.I threw it...On my dresser and crashed...For the night.[Chorus][Verse 3]

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I called all

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">My friends the next afternoon. They all

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> Claimed they had nothin' to do with it.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> Wasn’t 'em. I figured one of 'em

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> Would fess up eventually…

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Over the next week, I pretty much forgot about it.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">None of my friends said anythin',

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> So either they forgot,

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> Or it really wasn’t 'em.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> I didn’t feel like mentionin' it. We had some

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> Concentrated Salvia, so we lit that up.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">The next day, curiosity

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> Killed me and I

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> Picked up the bag. Glanced

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> At the note again...

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> Do it… I swore

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> It said Do try, but I was high

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> When I picked it up, so I don't know.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">But it intrigued me even more.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I examined the pill. I reasoned

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">With myself. I just couldn’t take it,

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">It could be anythin', but I

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Was so curious. What

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">If it was the best high, the most

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Psychedelic trip. I talked myself out of it.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I set it down again, and I couldn’t help but feel like

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I was missin' out...

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Of it.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">The next few days were hell

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I had a fever, and I felt like literal

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Shit. Probably strep. I slept

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Most of the day, but I awoke from the sound of my own...

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Heartbeat (heartbeat).

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">My thoughts went instantly to the pill…

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I picked it up.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">It was practically callin' my name!

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">(Just simply) What the fuck did I have to lose?

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">If I die, I die. I felt like dyin' anyway. For all I know,

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">It could be some

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Fuckin' antibiotics.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I hoped for the latter. I looked

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">At it one last time. Do try, do try.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">[Chorus]

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">[Verse 4]

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I downed it!

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I remember...

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Wakin' up. The world...

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Was in negative. I was strapped

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> To a chair, and these dark, pulsatin'...

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Lights...

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Do try, do try...

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Were eatin' away at my vision. I had no idea what was goin' on,

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">But I wasn’t scared. I was used to fucked up trips,

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">But this was different - I felt empty.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">(Felt empty)

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Time was movin'...

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Backwards.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Light was inverted. These dark lamps pulsin' energy through my brain. A

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> Bass tone vibratin' my body. I couldn’t close my eyes…

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> I needed these...

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> Lights. They were blackening the world.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> My world. The world

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> Where I resided and wasted time

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> In the light. I finally understood. I was in the dark.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I started seein' the figures after what seemed like an eternity.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Black masses of energy crawlin' towards me

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">From every angle. I was seein' them in strobe.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">As the dark flashed, they crept closer and closer. I recognized them as a friend.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">They were to free me from the light. Take me away from this...

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">White Hell we all know so well. I

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Wanted to go to 'em, but I made no attempt. I

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Focused on the strobe. I needed them to move faster. To rid me of luminescence! Once and for all!

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">The strobe frequency slowed. Time

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Started to speed up. The figures were stationary.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I can tell you: The light was comin'.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">My corneas burned as the trip wore off.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">My emptiness enveloped me.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">The strobe was near out, the figures no longer visible.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I finally closed my eyes. Such a pale dark compared to true darkness.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">When I opened 'em,

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I was in my bed.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I shut them back immediately.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I hated light.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I hated our world. I wanted

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Nothing more than to return to the chair.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I couldn’t live here anymore. I couldn’t open my eyes.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">[Chorus]

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">[Verse 5]

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I reasoned with myself for hours to get up,

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">To open my eyes.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I didn’t sleep. I didn’t eat. I didn’t. I prayed for darkness.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">It meant nothin'. I was in the white.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">The only way I knew to return to the black...

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Was the pill.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">''Do try. Do try.''

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I had one left, but I had to open my eyes.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">My luminous mind was tellin' me it was just a trip. Don’t go back. Forget the abyss and return to normal life. The darkness was in favor. I didn’t want to go back, I needed it. It was the realization the world needed.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">But I didn’t care about the world.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Only the dark.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Night came. I finally opened my eyes. Not to let the light in, but to get the pill.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">The last pill.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">As far as I knew, it was the last pill

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">On earth.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">My want for darkness convinced me I only needed one. The figures would take me this time. I would forsake the light

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">For the wondrous dark. I cared not what was in the dark. As long as it was unlit.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">My body was weak. My eyes so adjusted to our world’s pathetic darkness, I felt as though I was looking at the sun. I needed the eclipse. I grabbed the bag. And without hesitation, swallowed the capsule. I would be home soon. I closed my eyes.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I...

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Awoke.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I was back. Again in the chair. The dark was so comfortin'. Time movin' the way I remembered. My frail body energized by the tones.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">The strobe showin' me truths. The darkness was truth. I waited for the figures. I was confident they would take me this time.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Finally, they limped into view. I praised them. Every strobe showed promise that I would soon forget light. Their movements were choppy and slow. But promisin'.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I urged them closer. Watchin' intently between strobes for their presence. They were gettin' close. I could feel them. Their pulses heavy on my chest. Our hearts beatin' in unison with the strobes.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">They were here.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">The saviors had arrived. They circled me. Crippled creatures that would transform my world. They opened my eyes to the dark, and closed them to the light.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">They held out their hands as the strobe slowed to a near stop.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Everything was speedin' up. I thought they took me.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I closed my eyes.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">When I...

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Opened them, I was in complete darkness. Beautiful, astonishin' darkness. Every direction, an endless abyss void of light. This was what I had prayed for. Where I belonged.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I never had to see light again. To open my eyes to anything but black was impossible.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I loved it.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I got up to walk around my uncontaminated world.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">The dark Eden.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I stumbled over somethin'. Somethin' in the void? I felt around.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">This overwhelmin' darkness contained somethin' familiar.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">My old world.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">[Chorus]

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Do try.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Goodbye.

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">I said 

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Goodbye...

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">To my old world...

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Goodbye, goodbye

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Pill, with a large mouth: Remember:

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">This little fact:

<p style="color:rgb(212,212,213);font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:14px;">Do try...